Okay. So, I'm a little vain. But, I've always wanted a boob job ever since I first got them (I felt cheated genetically since my Mom is a buxom woman). I'm a little "above average" in height (5'7") and maintain a somewhat healthy weight (perhaps a little more voluptuous then I'd like to be) but my bone structure is medium to large. I have a barely "B" cup. Okay, so I'm being a little to graphic and detailed--but bare with me here. My rib cage is big and my shoulders are broad...making my breasts look like two dollups of whipped cream on a plate! My breasts are not at all proportionate to the rest of my body.
So, I'm doing it. Unfortunately, my husband's motorcycle was stolen and he's not getting close to it's value in loss from the insurance company. He said I could have one. (I'm sure he anticipates SOME benefit). But, my baby sis isn't sure how she feels about it. She doesn't have a peace about it...because God created us each perfect as He saw fit. I agree with her, but only partially. What's the difference if we perm our hair, put make-up on, go to a dermatologist for acne. People have lasic eye surgery and hair implants or electrolysis for unwanted hair. We are trying to feel good about ourselves. I'm not the type of person to start flaunting new cleveage with low cut tops and clingy spandex. I'm really not. When I get the D cup size breasts...they'll look more like C cups.
Do you think I'm wrong? I mean, there ARE other things one could do with the money...like take a vacation or buy another motorcycle. But, is there a limit on the price you pay for self-esteem? I never do anything for myself--ever. For my whole life I feel as if I sacrifice for everyone else. Is it bad to be a little selfish?
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Your baby sis just wants to be sure that you are sure you want to do this, that you've prayed about it, and the Lord has given you peace about it, because I don't have a peace about it. What if you get this done, and you still aren't happy? What if something happens and you get sick from it? What if you get back problems or some other kind of problems from having big ones? Maybe the Lord wants you to learn a lesson about yourself through this? Maybe he wants you to love yourself like he does, like he did when he created you, in your mother's womb.
If it will make you happy, then I'll be happy for you - just not at peace.
And nothing you could ever do would make me stop loving you. I love you the way you are!!
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